Mixed feelings

Soo much tings going on in my mind ryte now ..Im having mixed feelings ..I feel soo frustrated at the same time im hapi ..I juz dont y im having dis freaking feeling .I hate it alot!! ..I guess i have dis mixed feelings wen i c the pic and fb profile ..Wen i saw the pic i got frustrated and abit sad but wen i saw sumitng at the fb profile i got abit excited and happi ..Soo i dont noe which feeling i shld go to ..Cz its a mixed feeling and im totally in a confused situation ryte now ..I juz had fun wif my darling seniors and den wen i saw dis shld i waste those enjoyable tym i had juz bcz of sumting lyk dis ..I dont noe ..Sumtyms i juz feel soo unappreciated ..Im trying to tink positive at all time, making myslf tink dat its juz my imagination but i need the person's help to make me sure dat evryting will be oryte and i shall not wory about it at all ..But how am i suppose to relax myslf wen the person is not actuali doing anyting to calm me ..I dont noe wad i shld do now ..I dont wana make myslf stress due to dis but sumtyms it juz haunt me deep inside ..