Ouh dear .. Im like seeing him evrywer .. I noe its juz my imagination but evrytime i glance at one person i tot it was him .. but wen i looked straight into dat person i realise it wasnt him .. I hate dis feeling .. I hate seeing somebody else as him .. And i have no idea y im like dis .. Maybe i juz cant accept the drastic chnge in him .. Maybe dats y .. I've been living in dream these few weeks .. Firstly, my dad left me .. And now at the same time he's doing the same ting .. But in his case its abit different coz he left without any reason given to me .. Exactly the same case as my previous date .. I hate it wen guys do dat to me .. Though he clarified and didnt leave me hanging like how my previous date did, but still he didnt gave me the reason y he changed .. He said he got his own problems .. Yeah everybody have their own problems .. Even i have my own problem .. But i didnt change .. My behaviour towards him didnt change even a tiny bit .. But he change alot and i barely noe him now .. Even now wen i wanted to text him i feel like he's a total stranger .. He's not the him i knew once .. I have no idea wads the cause of dis .. Maybe i did sumting wrong to him dat hurt his feelings and thus he changed .. Or was it because ...... I dont noe .. Haizz .. For once i tot he's able to cure dis cut deep down in my heart .. but instead he created an even bigger cut and even deeper den wad i had previously ..