Confessions of my heart ..

I had a dream last nyte and i feel lyk not waking up dis morning ..A dream dat makes me smile and laugh coz its a dream about him ..I guess last nyte was the nyte dat i realise i have fallen for him ..I had dreams about him a few nytes oready and i guess last nyte's dream made me realise dat i've fallen deeply for him and makes me wana be wif him ..Last nyte's dream was the dream dat made me feel vry close to him bcz he's arm were wrapped around me all the tym ..How secure i feel in dat dream bcz i can feel the warmnest dats he's gvng me and i can feel the sense of secure dat he's gvng me ..How i wish dat it wuld reali cum true and i can live it in reality ..Its such a pity dat till now der's no signs n syptoms of him wanting me ..Sumtyms i juz feel lyk switching lives wif him soo dat i can noe wad his true feeling were for me ..And he can noe wad my true feelings for him were ..I wan him to feel the love dat im willing to give him ..I wan him to feel n undrstnd me in such a way dat he's truely been in my shoes b4 ..But i can only wish for it to hppn ..Cz im not him and i dnt noe wad might be in his mind ryte now ..I dont evn noe weder he wans dis relationshp to move on or not ..He might as well juz end it here ryte now if he does not wan to move on cz i dont wan dis love to develop mre and grow bigger and bigger each day ..And end up disappointed ..Is god trying to tell me dat he came into my lyf juz to leave me? ..I dont get the point of him doing dat ..Or maybe he came into my lyf juz to cheer me up wen i broke off wif my ex and den wen im healed he juz wanders off and nvr came bck ..Is dat wad god is trying to tell me ..Dat he's not for me? ..Dat happiness is not out der for me to grab wif him? ..I dont noe ..I juz dnt get it ..I juz dont undrstnd wif the whole situation yet ..The answer lies in his hands ..If he's willing to move on he noes wad to do ..And i am willing to accept him in any kinda situation i am in or he is in ..