Its soo pathetic!!

Birthdays are not meant to be celebrated at times in our lifes ..Maybe because of our hectic schedule until we ourselves forget dat its our bdae or its juz dat nobody around us remembers it and didnt celebrate it wif us ..Dats sad isnt it ..We've went thru evry kinda obstacles in our lifes ..Experiencing the ups and downs ..Bdae is the day wen we get to feel the ultimate happiness because we are supposed to be surrounded by our loved ones and get loads of presents, hugs and kisses on dat day ..But for certain ppl, i shall say me, is very different ..Dis yr my bdae is juz lyk any oder ordinary day ..I still feel sad on my bdae ..I dont feel the happines ..Well its a lie if i say i dont feel any happiness at all ..I do ..On dat very midnight wen the clock strikes 12 my frends msged me and wished me hapi bdae ..Dey even gave me a surprise call and i confessed i cried coz i was too touched by wad she did ..Dat was the frst tym in my lyf sumone called me in the middle of the midnyte juz to wish me hapi bdae ..She even disguised herslf by using sumone else's num and pretending she's a stranger ..Bt too bad i recognised her voice too well soo she didnt get to fool me for too long ..And i oso get dat very special msg from dat sumone special of mine at 130am ..Yes again im touched and tears roll down from my eyes ..I didnt expect to get dat msg from him though i was hoping for it and i cant sleep due to dat ..At first i tot i will be disappointed coz hw wont even be bothered to wake up juz to msg me ..But i was touched by wad he replied me ..He said he woke up juz to wish me ..I almost cant believe my eyes wen i was reading the msg ..But i cant deny it was true .My eyes werent bluffing me ..But still i onli feel the happiness during dat period of tym ..Bcz aftr dat my bdae is juz lyk oder ordinary day ..I spent my entire day at home wif my books coz i gotta study for my upcoming exam ..Yes he said to me dat he intended to bring me out but he had sumting on ..i didnt mind dat ..But still wad i was hoping for before my bdae didnt came true ..Ppl said bdae is wen u wish for sumitng and it might happen ..But for me only one ting dat i hoped for happened on dat day ..But my oder wishes didnt came true ..I dont mean to sound pathetic here but still im juz lyk oder ppl ..Who wants to feel loved and cared for not onli on my bdae but every oder day ..Sumhow it kept me thinking is happiness reali waiting for me in future or oderwise .....