Wad a blessing bdae i had .. Simply love evry sec of it spend wif my sumone precious whom i love soo much .. Esp the bdae prsnt dat i got frm dat sumone .. Soo goreous! .. Not forgetting families and frends who care and wishing me bdae wishes continously .. Touched my warm heart .. Simply love the life im living in .. Its great wen i manage to owaes smile and be positive despite sum negativities i get in life .. Bt wad the heck .. Life's nvr owaes perfect .. Der's owaes sum imperfections here and der .. Dats wen i step in to push evryting away and see the imperfections in a perfect way .. Its great being me .. 

Life's great wen im surrounded by ppl who loves me and i love them definitely and not caring bout those fucking assholes out der who enjoys interfering wif ppl's life .. They are juz wind to my ears .. Evry obstacles can definitely go thru in a blink .. And its dat easy wen i have sumone beside me at all tym .. Its damn true wen he told me to juz ignore wadevr dey say .. I'll do dat for a chnge ..

And to sya, pmpn yg suke menyebok hal org .. Kalo kau da tau ape kau ckp tuu kau pn buat jgn nk pndi2 bbual dgn aku psl tk muhrim nie sume .. Haram nie sume .. Pegi cermin diri kau tuu dulu .. At least aku bbual psl pahale dose nie sume tkd lar aku mcm kau ckp kt aku psl nie sume padehal kau buat ape yg kau ckp .. Haha .. Kau fucking lame arh .. And lagi satu .. Aku bkn minah merepek mcm kau nk rembat2 nie sume .. Pmpn merepek sak kau rembat2 nie sume .. Zaman bile sak nk rembat2 .. Ketalan arh kau .. haha .. Nmpk sah kau nie minah2 merepek yg nk step suci bbual psl bkn muhrim and haram padehal diri sendiri pn buat .. Haha! .. Lame ass shit arh kau dok .. Lgipn aku bkn bodo mcm kau nk maen rembat2 nie sume and in the end having to deal with law .. Kalo kau brani deal with law kau cntnue arh threaten aku, maen rembat2 childish kau nie .. In the end kau yg merane sendiri .. Nie spore lar wei .. Cameras are evrywer .. Eyes are evrywer .. Kau bwk aku satu corner pn in the end kau yg kene tangkap .. haha .. And dat tym aku yg akn ketawekn kau .. Hahahahha!! ..

To Syahirah wadevr shit ur name is .. Kau da libatkn psl arwah bpk aku .. FYI mase arwah bpk aku ade pn aku da mmg balek lmbt .. Kau fiker aku minah kental balek mlm2 ble da tkd cntrl? .. Ehk tolong ehk .. Ntah2 kau yang kene cntrl dgn mak bpk kau .. And lagi satu .. Kau bbual psl arwah bpk aku kau suke kalo ble bapak kau MATI aku plak yg ckp mcm tuu psl kau .. Atau pn sape2 lar yg ckp kau tkd bapak sbab tuu kau bleh buat ape kau suke .. Kau tkya nk kurang ajr nk libatkn bpk aku .. Bnde nie tkd kene mengene dgn die .. Aku bukan lame mcm kau nk ckp psl org yg da tkd .. And he's proud hvng me as a daughter .. Ntah2 sbab bpk kau tk proud ade kau as a daughter dats y kau ckp mcm nie kt aku .. HAHAHAHAHHAHA!! .. Kau tgk aje .. Nnt ble bapak kau MATI msti ade org ckp balek .. Wads goes arnd cums arnd .. Msti kau dpt lgi rbk drpd aku .. Mase tuu baru kau mkn balek perkataan kau tuu ..

Im glad im not blinded wif jealousy .. Its great to have a grndmum who owaes reminds u how evil jealousy can be .. U can do tings out of ur control and in fact can ruin ur life .. Soo im glad im not one of the stupid jealousy victims who did stuff dat eventually ruins their own life .. ♥

Its as easy as ABC .. Org tk kacau idop aku, aku tk kacau idop org .. Org tk kurang ajr dgn aku, aku tk kurang ajr dgn org .. Kau mulekn, kau sendiri tamatkn .. Aku tkd nk dendam2 nie sume cume aku bkn pmpn bodo yg ddk kt dlm bilek nanges2 ble harge diri aku kene pijak mcm gini .. Im standing up for my rights .. Wen i noe im nt wrng i noe im nt WRONG .. Soo tkleh accept the fact tuu kau pnye psl .. Kau yg tgh buat diri kau jadi gile sbab kau yg mulekn nie sume .. Maken kau ckp maken giler lar kau .. Wads the point? .. Pffft!

Hey manusie2 yg kt luar sane .. Thnk u lar ehk sbab kutok2 aku, mengumpat psl aku, mengate psl aku, namekn aku "husbandsnatcher" .. Thnk u vry much .. Sbab aku dpt pahale krng .. Krng pnt2 cari pahale pas tuu ble mengumpat aku, mengate aku, kutok aku, aku yang dpt pahale krng .. Buat lar lgi .. Aku suke skali .. Ckp lar ape krng nk ckp psl aku .. I noe myslf well .. Kau nk influence satu dunie pn influence lar .. aku tk peduli .. Nak pndi2 mengutok org .. tkp aku lagi suke krng buat mcm nie .. kutok lar aku byk2 .. best .. aku tkya nk stress2 fiker nk cari pahale mcm mane .. aku slalu dpt pahale free .. free flow .. aku tau aku tkya kasi kt krng sbab aku tkd mengumpat psl krng .. aku bkn mcm krng .. suke jage tepi kain org .. i got a lyf .. not like u all .. haha .. Such a PEST! .. :)

I have the best remedy to cure dis pain in my heart .. I noe my secret recipe will definitely be der for me to make me frgt sumone who's nt worth it .. Im loving my secret recipe more and more each day ..It juz cheers me up looking at my secret recipe and tinking of "it" all the tym .. It juz makes me feel lyk im in heaven .. Im am head over heels over u my secret recipe .. 

Stupid dumb ass bitches interefering wif wad im gng thru .. Aku tak kacau idop krng jgn nk menyebok kacau idop aku .. Nk pndi2 mengate org mcm lar pndi sgt bab2 rumah tangge nie sume .. Haha .. Sume maseh mentah lar .. Aku tak ckp aku pndi tapi at least aku tkdlar nk kasi advice sini, advice sane, mengate sini, mengate sane .. Dah tuu mengumpat hal suami kt org laen .. Tk tau ker berdose besar tuu? .. Tsk tsk tsk .. Sbab tuu aku ckp maseh mentah .. Tetap jgk nk berlagak mane pnye pndi budak2 nie .. Get a life ppl! .. Im hapi wif the way i am .. Soo jgn nk ganggu aku .. Tkd pn aku retakkn relationship sape2 .. Orang ade pilihan .. Da besar panjang tau mcm mane nk fiker .. Mcm mane die nk go thru his life .. Bknnye aku pakse die buat pape .. Die yang decide sendiri .. Soo jgn nk pndi2 ckp aku smbrng .. Aku diam tk bermkne aku biarkn ape krng sume ckp .. Tuhan aje tau ape yg aku buat .. Soo tggu ajelar balasan die ye .. :)

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