Hating me won't make you beautiful, sweetheart .. (:

Aww .. You took my silence to your stupidity as an answer, that's cute ..

Love me? Great!
Hate me? Even better!
Think I'm ugly? Don't look at me! 
Don't know me? Don't judge me!
Think you know me? You have no idea!

Can't believe my life is important enough that you talk about it to everybody. Sorry your life isn't worth talking about.

If you think your opinion of me has any effect, Honey let me assure you that none of my self worth is wrapped up in what you think of me.

You're angry at me for that?! hmm. that's cool. just let me know when you grow up!

Seeing how much my name comes out of your mouth and how much I'm talked about, I must leave a great taste in your mouth!

I am who I am. 
I like what I like. 
I love who I love. 
I do what I want. 
Get off my back and deal with it. 
It is my life, not yours. Get your own.

Haters are confused admirers.

I know I'm not perfect, but then again neither are you.
So how about instead of pointing out what's wrong with me, you fix what's wrong with you!

I'm not mean, I'm brutally honest. It's not my fault truth hurts.

For all the girls who talk about me I have some advice! Spin in a circle, tap your heals twice, then repeat this line "I wish I had a life"! Thank you =)

And you think i give a damn? sweetie please. Don't flatter yourself. This is my life i do what i please thank you very much! (:

When life starts to get me down and i need to cheer up, I just tell myself: "Well at least im not pregnant!" and that usually does the trick!

It was perfect tonyte .. The weather, the place, the moment and most importantly the person who was beside me .. Simply loving every moment dat was spent wif him a few moments ago .. Being wif him, lying down under the sky, watching over stars and enjoying the breeze .. Not forgetting countless kisses and endless hugs he gave, made me fall in love wif him much deeper tonyte .. And the great ting was dat he felt the same too .. We dnt evn have to utter a word and we noe wad each oder is feeling at dat moment .. Its funny we still do get butterflies in our stomach wen we kissed but dats wad we felt .. Guess dis is wad it feels wen u truly love dat person n luking at him in the eyes juz made u thank god for giving him to u as a gift in life .. Im humbly grateful to have him in my life once again .. 

Keeping quiet doesnt mean u lose or have given up .. It means u are using ur brain unlike those assholes out der .. Tinking of a way to defeat dem in utter silence .. Wait patiently to see their weakness adn dats wer u hit dem .. Ryte at their weak point .. Soo wen god gives u brain, make full use of it .. Dont be a fool listening to oders and criticizing ppl as much as u wan and end up u got hated by oders .. Aftr all its non of ur business .. It doesnt even interfere wif ur lyf .. Soo y bother even if it means to protect ur frend? .. Ur frend wnt give u ticket to heaven bitch! ..

Its funny wen one bitch shuts up all the oder bitches shuts up too .. Well its a simple theory i have to say .. Cz dat one bitch noes how to shut her big fucking mouth, all the oder bitches dont even noe wads happening around dem animore .. Bt once she strts opening her big fucking mouth and strt saying soo many tings bout oders whom she dnt even noe, and loves being judgmental of wad she heard rather noe den evrybody strts opening their big fat ears n strt commenting too .. How stupid are all dis bitches .. Being vry judgmental against sumone whom dey hvnt evn met .. Onli heard bits n pieces frm here and der n oready judging soo many tings bout oders .. Y evn do dat? .. Dnt u all have ur stand? .. Being a very stupid follower to an idiotic leader who also follows oders? .. Dnt comment unnecessarily if u juz wana go wif the flow .. 

If you happen to bump into those bitches dat ruins ur lyf, dont ever look down or try to hide .. In fact, owaes look up, stare at them, give a sinister smile, roll ur eyes and walk away wif an attitude .. Let dem noe no matter wad fucked up shit dey did or say previously, it doesnt intimidates u and dat you are never afraid to face up to dem and tell dem off dat you are much happier in lyf without dem and dat u have won the battle ..


Soo bitches .. Juz wait for dat day ..

Wen she noes she's in deep trouble, she wans my boyfrend to be in dis fucked up situation juz as she is in .. And wen my boyfrend surrenders coz it has noting to do wif him animore, she called him GAY! ..  And even threatens him dat she will drag him along to court if she got summoned for not paying the bills .. Hah! .. Stupid dumbass woman! .. U wan dat laptop soo much ryte .. Too hard up wif it .. Cz its fuckingly under ur NAME .. Soo since its fuckingly under ur NAME and u got dat laptop and broadband bck in ur hands and im sure u'r fucking satisfied wif it .. Soo .. Its tym to take up dat responsibility of paying the overdue amount urself .. And if u got into trouble, u wnt be able to even drag my boyfrend along cz its fuckingly undr ur FUCKING NAME!! .. Hahaha .. Dont play wif singapore's law .. If its undr ur name its undr ur name .. Nobody else will be dragged along .. Serves u ryte for being soo greedy .. Dis is wad u get fr being too greedy wif tings dat u wnt even be able to brng along into ur grave wen u die .. Or maybe if u wan to u can bring it along .. Who noes dat laptop can help u answer all questions asked .. Since u'r soo hard up wif ur tings .. HAHAHA! ..


"Dont drag him in ur own mess .. U wan YOUR TINGS bck nw soo be fucking responsible for ur OWN tings! .."

Im owaes having dreams of my late father .. Yesterday i dreamt dat he was suddenly alive back .. He talked to me bout sumting .. We chatted(which i cant remember wad), and den we hugged .. And the only ting i remembered him saying was "I know how much u miss me" .. And we hugged tightly .. And den i woke up from my sleep ..


Soo i was sharing dis to my boyfrend juz now .. At first i was okae wif telling him all dis .. Suddenly my feelings got mixed up and i teared ryte der infrnt of him .. He tried to stop me from crying, consoling me, wiping my tears .. But sumhw dat juz made me cry more .. Hah! .. I cant help it! .. I juz need to cry it all out .. At least i feel much better aftr dat .. But i noe by me crying it juz tears him down .. It broke his heart into million pieces .. Soo he managed to finally distract me by talking bout sumting else and made me laugh .. Hah! .. But its great to noe i have him around to share my happiness and my grieves wif .. At least im no longer alone ryte now if im feeling down .. I got him to hear me out, cry wif me, laugh wif me, go thru everyday shit in lyf wif me .. Simply enjoying his company wif me ryte now ..

"Dalam sepi terkenang diri mu
Ku sendiri mengharung rindu
Kau berjanji sehidup semati
Tinggal janji mu kau bawa bersama

Kau biarkan diri ku melara
Mengemis cinta suci dari mu
Apa daya aku jatuh cinta
Jatuh hati kepada yang tak sudi

Mengapakah aku kau dustai
Kasih suci telah kau khianati
Manis kata hanyalah di bibir
Meranalah jiwaku

Mengapakah kau simpan dendam mu
Kasih dulu tertanam di kalbu
Hingga aku menjadi mangsanya
Kau samakan dirinya
Dengan kasih dan sayang ku

Cuba kau rasakan nya
Apa yang telah aku merasainya
Kasih telah ku beri tidak kau menghargai
Impian hati ini hancur tidak tercari
Pergi sayang pergi
Tinggalkan aku sendiri

Ku... diusik kenangan bersama mu
Ku... dibuai rindu semalam"


He actually teared wen he heard dis song wen i left him previously .. Hw bad i felt wen he ask me to hear dis song and really undrstnd the lyrics to dis song .. N wen im done wif it he told me he cried hard wen he heard dis song .. :'(

"Hadirnya dirimu berikan suasana baru
Kau mampu tenangkan aku 
Di saat risau dalam hatiku
Lembutnya sikapmu meluluhkan hati ini
Terbuai aku lena oleh dirimu
Oleh dirimu


Jantung pun bergetar saat engkau ada di dekatku 
Mungkinkah diriku telah jatuh cinta pada dirimu
Sebisa diriku mencoba untuk melupakanmu
Namun ku tak bisa
Kau pun selalu ada dalam hatiku


Dan biarkan semua mengalir apa adanya
Ku yakin kau pun fahami perasaanku, perasaanku"

Cinta hatiku hanya dikau seorang wahai kekasih ku .. Tiada siapa yang dapat menggantikan tempatmu di hatiku .. Dan begitu juga dengan kamu .. Tiada siapa yang dapat menggantikan tempatku di hatimu .. Walaupun seseorang itu telah menggadai separuh nyawanya untuk melahirkan seseorang di dunia ini .. Namun hanya aku cinta pertamamu dan hanya aku juga lah yang kamu cintai dengan sepenuh hati walaupun telah bersamanya dahulu .. Dan aku, walaupun pernah meninggalkanmu, namun kamu tidak pernah lenyap di dalam hatiku .. Namamu akan sentiasa bertahta di dalam hatiku ini .. Walaupun hatiku ini sekecil genggaman tanganku namun tempat unutkmu di hatiku seluas lautan yang penuh dengan gelora cinta .. 

"Baby i love u, u are my life .. The happiest moments weren't complete if u weren't by my side .. U're my relation & connection to the sun .. Wif u next to me der's no darkness i can't overcome .. U are my raindrops, i am the seed .. Wif u & god who's the sunlight i'll bloom & grow so beautifully .. Baby i'm so proud, proud to be your girl .. U make the confusion go all away from dis cold & mixed up world .. I am in love wif u, u set me free .. I can't do dis ting called life without u here wif me .. Cause i'm dangerously in love wif u, i'll never leave .. Juz keep loving me the way i love u loving me .. And i know u love me, love me for who i am .. Cause years before i became who i am baby u were my man .. I know it ain't easy, easy loving me .. I appreciate the love & dedication frm u to me .. Later on in my destiny i see myself having ur child .. I see myself being ur wife & i see my whole future in ur eyes .. Thought of all my love for u sometimes makes me wana cry .. Realise my blessings i'm grateful to have u by my side .. Evrytime i see ur face my heart smiles .. It feels so good it hurts sometimes .. Created in dis world to love, to hold, to feel, to live u .. Dangerously in love .."


Dis lyric was given to him on our 2nd mth .. He was awed wen he frst heard dis song & wen he saw dis lyric written by me on a piece of paper n was pasted on sumting dat i gave him today as a present, he was awed again .. Der lies our memories tgt .. And the greatest ting to noe he put it on his dressing table & so evry mrng wen he wakes up frm his sleep the frst ting he will see is the present dat i gave him .. Dat'll remind him of us each time he wakes up frm his sleep ..
Loving u owaes my beloved boyfrend .. Noting's gonna chnge dat ..